Angelica (Angelbib), who exerted effort in reaching me out here in the apartment, has just turned 18! The verse I have for her is Isaiah 46:4:
Even to your old age and gray hairs I am he, I am he who will sustain you. I have made you and I will carry you; I will sustain you and I will rescue you.
I have no other prayer but for her to grow more in the Lord, seek His kingdom, and serve Him. That as she grows older, Jesus is always the same, yesterday, today and tomorrow!
<3
I am avoiding meeting up with you, indeed. Especially I know that it is not important and it’s very, VERY, dangerous for a man and woman to be alone together for a long time. As much as I want to sit down and talk with you, I know it’s not right. We did it once last year and looked where it had gotten us.
I remembered it because I read an article of Paul Washer about how men should pursue in finding godly woman. I may have had felt bad about it afterwards because I know it wasn’t a godly woman’s ideal response but it had happened. It had been done.
But what matters is I have asked for forgiveness long before and I have made peace with it, and it’s all behind me.
Yes, I made that mistake once, and Im never gonna do it again by papa God’s grace.
http://illbehonest.com/A-Young-Mans-Attitude-Towards-Women-Paul-Washer
I had a very wonderful communion with my Father this morning!
I’m so renewed and in love :)
I stumbled upon a tweet “YOU ARE WORTH THE WAIT” seminar by single women in Makati. Although it is helpful to conduct such seminars specially to encourage waiting for God’s will, I’d like to take it into a different view, however, and that is…me telling papa J, YOU ARE WORTH THE WAIT.
Of course it is not me who chose Him first but He chose me first. Yes, He chose us first before we choose Him. And somehow, I can say that He waited for us- He waited for us to surrender and commit to Him, He waited that we will accept papa J as our Savior, and I would like to think that when that time comes, and until He comes back, He will always say and remind us that we are worth that wait. And that is one way to show us that he REALLY LOVE us. We may be wandering off from Him for too long, or for a number of times, but papa G is always waiting for us and willing to accept us regardless of how enormous our sins are.
I know He is preparing our homes in heaven and while we are waiting here in this temporal world, facing different battles for our faith, and waiting for His second coming, I am excited to tell him FACE to FACE that the waiting for His come back is worth it! All the trials and testings will lead to triumphs by His grace alone. We are assured that we are victors in the end of this journey because of His death on the cross.
For 2,000 years or so we have waited for his coming. And not too long now, not too long, we will be reunited with Him. And the waiting is worth it! :)
we just finished our prayer meeting tonight and for the first time I closed the prayer. Whoaaa! First time but last time? I hope not. All praises and glory are Your my King! Amen.
I woke up today with no appetite for His Word again. It’s embarrassing to admit but yes I am struggling since last month: struggling to have a moment with Him,meditating His word. Today He led me to Psalm 93, and He said in verse 5:
Your statutes, Lord, stand firm;
holiness adorns your house
for endless days.
It is clear in this that God’s laws are immutable, fixed, firm, and regardless of my emotions, I will and should always uphold His laws. It seems that I have taken God’s holiness lightly for the past month. I have allowed my feelings rule over me rather than taking heed into what is right. Now I am struggling because I have been stubborn; I have fallen in to the trap; I have given in to sin.
And today, He reminded me once again that His laws should be respected and taken seriously. And more importantly, He is holy.
Lesson learned? Our emotions fluctuate but let us strive to our best ability not to let it get and affect our relationship with God…because if we allow it so, we will surely lose track.
Blessed!
T’was my second time to watch Moulin Rouge and I can still vividly recall my first time 2 years ago with Yen and ate yum burger, pies, and coke.
2 hours ago, I watched it again but with no food and with ate Jhang. I have appreciated more the movie this time- the play, the scene, the lyrics- everything. And my heart still ached! Oh!
Here are the lines that I love most:
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time
*****
The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved in return.
T_T
Bored to the nth level!
Thinking whether to read He Came To Set The Captives Free or to just be a couch potato. (wink)
